About 2 months ago I met this awesome person with who I have grown to love and its becoming harder and harder to go without seeing her, I think about her every second of everyday, thinking about her is now more important to me than breathing. I love her and she knows it so far i have only found one thing I dont like about her and thats the distance of like 5000miles but I love her soo much that up rooting and sacrificing my life here for her would be worth it, even it it was for just a chance to have her, even if just for a second.

She is probably gonna laugh her ass of when she reads this and call me silly but I cant help how I feel about her, I am going to see her in November and I can't wait but when I have to leave it will be the hardest thing I have ever had to do, just knowing that it will be months before we can be together again, She knows me better than anyone else in my life and I like that I can be completley open and honest with her I feel it makes us closer not having anything hidden from each other knowing each other completley.

I Love You Amanda